ass fucking and expectations.

 

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it’s a $15 Chinatown bus and a lesbian next to me.

it’s the way man was made. waiting for what we already could tell by your smile.                          but I’ll love you all the same, in the Thompkin’s Square afternoon.

a four leaf clover. a St. Mark’s Hotel key. a french braid. an existence on my knees.                        a cock and a grin. a smudge on a stall mirror.                                                                                   the smell of urine and you on my mind.

i’m choking on the taste of a strange man’s fingertip. i’m your bet. you’re trying. to take. my lips. off. in some opposite direction. we’re dissolving. like a mattress stain of self-blame.                  there is more. than ass fucking and my expectations.

And I’m in it for the sex. And that single look in your eye.

 

{story of November 03, 2012}